This is my afternoon.

I know that we all got one thing
That we all share together
We got that one nice dream we live for
You never know what life could bring
Cos nothing lasts forever
Just hold on to the team you play for

I don't feel like sleeping even though there's school tomorrow. School's really okay for me but I don't know why I dread it so much. I want holidays to come, yet I don't want it to come so soon 'cause I know they will be gone soon, too. I need things to look forward to, currently there are three things that are keeping me alive. I should be contented. Ok that was trash :)

Had to make farewell gifts for the seniors after school (oh shit, I need to write a note to a senior. I'll do it tomorrow), I know how to make a box with paper now. I kind of like origami but I have no patience for such stuff. I remember how I loved folding stars, cranes, and balls with paper but now I don't even recall how. I feel like I have no passion great enough to be called passion for anything and it sucks. Went to Compass Point with Beatrice to get something before going home, and I started baking immediately.

I cannot stand it, I am very impatient so baking was quite a mess. It's probably 'cause I want to bake but I know I cannot waste too much time on it and I end up rushing through it. Nevertheless, the ingredients weren't gone to waste 'cause the end-products were of average standard. They gave me a sense of satisfaction and they were edible. Now I can put my baking urge aside till someday. After baking, I spent time printing out photographs and putting them into the empty frames I have, like so randomly.




What am I trying to get out of my life ah?